Take me with you

[mizuho]

Я ж потом этот драббл потеряю... а хочется иногда подепрессить.
И да, я люблю ангстовые и дес-фики!!!!

Пусть будет тут!

Take me with you

Tittle: Take me with you
rating: PG
Pairing: TegoMass
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Take me with you

When Massu was gone, not only did he break the hearts of many fangirls around the world.
He also took many things with him.
The cheerfulness in NewS.
The sunlit smile that used to shone through the Johnny’s building.
And Tegoshi’s heart.

It had been a year, and everyone had stepped forward but Tegoshi remained there. To him, time had stopped since the second Massu’s breathe ended.
He tried to forget everything and make it a memory, but he can’t.
He tried to find someone else, but ended up hurting them.
He should have known it, Massu was irreplaceable.

Massu was everything to him. His friend, his lover, his other half, his air and his heartbeat.

So how could he still live when his heart wasn’t beating any longer?

Tegoshi cries, pleading Massu to take him away completely, and not just his heart. He doesn’t want to go on living like a zombie.

But the tomb before him stayed still, not giving him any reply.

The rain started to fall and Tegoshi laid his head on the tombstone whispering out Massu’s name, hoping that Massu would come and protect him from the rain.
He doesn’t want to live on memories any longer. He wanted to be with Massu again.

And Tegoshi was sure that Massu will come, Massu won’t let him suffer alone. He was sure of that.

The rain fall all night long and when it stop, the sun rises, greeting a new day.

The rest of News came to the tomb searching for Tegoshi. They knew he would probably be there, just like other nights when he was thinking of Massu.
But what they didn’t expect was Tegoshi hugging the tombstone with a smile on his face and without breathe.

Koyama fainted.

A year since Massu left, he took away one more thing.

He took Tegoshi.